The Phoenix Remix
Sunday, December 05, 2010
lack of snow tires...
Ok, I only bought 2 snowtires since I only have front wheel drive... driving through this snow I realize I might need traction on the back.
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haunted by the kiss that will never be
ok, so I start a text relationship with an old friend in hopes it will grow into something more. That was 10 months ago. Now I just feel used. She allowed me to feel needed, which I needed. But I really thought she would leave the asshole who cheated on her, but once again, my logical mind was sooooooo wrong. I'm back to the idea that maybe I am supposed to be alone. Emotionally, I can't see living that way... perhaps 6 feet ain't so far down...
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Wednesday, December 01, 2010
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The kids are still eating and I so don't want to go to work, but two of my other teachers, Tara and Edith decided to go to work, so I guess I should head on over and get set up... today they are doing a test on Trey Songz. Oh happy day... :) Blissful silence as B*** says... now that Tara and Edith are gone.
Ok, so it is snowing... yes it is December and yes we get snow as early as October, but I am not ready for this snow. I still haven't switched the snow tires on the van yet. I might just have to sometime soon. Snow is fore-casted for the next four days. Can I just say, this really sucks...
also, if you put your tongue between your teeth and look very dumb, it relaxes your facial muscles. I don't see that, but I will have to see if that is backed by science... Ok, now B*** has gone to class, I guess I will too...
Admiral Xavior Phoenix out...
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
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Boy I sure do know how to screw myself all up. I am in such a pickle, that I don't know where to turn next.
Oh well, ce la vie...
oh and mid season finale of SGU just sucks... too late for what?
as much as I would love to critic it, I will let it simmer for a while and see if anything comes to the surface.
I want to be with her soooo bad... why can't she give up on that loser...
Spater,
Phoenix
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
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Today wasn't so bad, saw Jaclyn, we talked about Betty, which always makes my day... it was a good day overall. I wish Betty and I would get together. I know I wouldn't be so depressed all the time, but current percentages are falling off that Betty will leave Joe(6.784%), or Joe leave Betty(13.241%). She is definitely worth it... Anyways, time to go dream about Betty... Sweet dreams all...
Spater,
Phoenix
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
what wonderful weather
Dang it is miserable this evening... missed seeing Megan, but ce la vie... didn't get a message back from Betty, but she has four kids to take care of so I can excuse her, but that's only cause I like her... Kayla have me a fry so the day is getting better...
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Ok, training today wasn't so bad, actually learned something, but now, teaching these wonderful kids. I really just love teaching these wonderful kids... oh well...
can you tell me how to make time move quickly...
Monday, November 15, 2010
Well, today was lousy, simply because my sinuses gave me a piercing shot of pain through my left eye 35 minutes today. Pain medicine wouldn't touch it. The only thing I could say it was closest to feeling like was like brain freeze... it sucks, but oh well, such is life. On a positive note, Monday is done, only four days till the weekend. To go back to a sour note, I love DeCon rat baits, the moles that typically come in for winter, find it, eat it and are never heard of again. That sounds positive right... until the dang gone rodent dies in the heating duct that feeds your bedroom. I tore apart my room seeing if it died in it, but no... after pinpointing maximums of nasty scent to the kicking on of the furnace, I traced the ammonia smell to the heat vent, but without camera's to confirm or grasping hooks to remove it, I have only one recourse, close the vent and hope to heck it dries out soon. The nasty smell has dissipated some due to the closing, but the forced hot air reminds me each time it kicks on. I may have to tear the heating duct apart regardless of cost if the smell doesn't dissipate soon. Lord, I really hate being alone!
Sunday, November 14, 2010
Just excuse the following rant... it is depression induced...
Again, sorry for the rant, just loneliness makes me psychotic at times. It will pass, it always does.
Spater,
Phoenix
